As i wrote about how his Family kicked me out just cuz of his his racist uncle, living apart i started growing apart from him, we hardly were allowed  to talk to each other, it was just stupid for after i lived with him and his family and after they got to know me, they were still controlling our relationship, and didnt even want us to talk to each other on the phone, it was our relationship!!! It was as if we were too stupid to handle our conversation or hold the phone or something whenever his dad got mad at us. It was just so stupid i was suffering it was just too much adding to my past life that i still have problems with. And through our relationship i didnt feel as if i were growing up, it was like i was a kid always doing stupid things cuz i never listened or understood them cuz i was dumb. i still loved him though, it wasnt his fault that all this happened in the first place. we were just kids. we met i high school. but we grew up and his parent were treating us like we were still kids.

      Though his family kicked me out we still had our relationship together, "we" or maybe i tried to keep the relationship together. i always tried to go to his house to see him as much as i can but everything was just to uncomfortable. his mom never wanted me there anymore, i was always visiting at night cuz i was working in the day and they wanted me to leave  early  all the time, as early as i can almost like a few minutes that i just came in, his mom was always giving him signs or signaling she iddnt want me there and said lies